I'M LEFT, DO YOU EVEN BOTHER? BARKK.

something shocks me today.
i have no place to hide. cant run away.
everyone started questioning. iwantdiealready.
tmr will be even scary. hope all of us will be fine. (=

everything changed. maybe you ppl didn't notice.
but i felt so. being used. tell me how will you feel if you're in my shoes?
no one would understand. i long for new life and a start over.
finding for better life. look front and not back.
hoping i'll be happy having my new life.
it's hard to be use to a new environment. i went thru it.
i hate the feeling of being look down.
i wanna prove i can just like you did.
but nothing push me forward.
in fact, its getting worst.

Finding for someone/a true best fren in the place i often be most.
trying to get along with everyone.
things went up and down.
now, its down.
when will it be up again?
i wanna know.
i wanna have what you all have too.
but there's non left for me,
i'm all alone.

i need you, God.
guide me as i face difficulties.